As I write this entry, I am about ready to go visit a medium. Yes, you read that correctly. I am going to visit a lady who has had experience with connecting with loved ones who have passed on. Does that sound strange to you? Until my dad passed way I wouldn’t have actively sought out anything like this either.
I actually did a reading with another person a little over three years ago, and I went with my mom. We wanted to reach out to my dad, and overall, I think we thought it was a meaningful session. Even though it has been awhile, lately I have been getting the urge to try it again, and try it with someone new. So, we will see what happens.
Although one of the main rules is to keep an open mind (because others may show up or other things might be revealed), my main reason for doing this is to try to connect with my dad. I also decided to get some questions ready. Last time, the medium asked if we had questions and I was not totally prepared for that. So, here is what I would ask, assuming my dad shows up and there is time:
Are you in heaven?
Are you happy/in a good and safe place?
What do you do all day?
How can I know if you are around me?
How can I reach out to you?
What can I do for you here on Earth?
My dad suffering from depression and becoming a victim of suicide has changed so many things in my life. Some are obvious, but I think this one may be less so. After losing him I have had a longing to become more spiritual and seek out the world we don’t physically see. I am convinced that he (and all others who have died) are still with us in some way. Maybe it is a continued form of grieving. Honestly, I can’t explain much of it, but the important piece is that it gives me some comfort, and at the end of the day that might be a big chunk of what really matters.